tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58975785467087572642024-02-08T06:31:30.932-08:00Fat Desires~~Exploring the desires of those who enjoy being fat or wish to gain~~buyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897578546708757264.post-35032082765024938052007-04-10T14:26:00.000-07:002007-04-10T14:29:30.799-07:00Engaged!Well! It has been almost a month since I got engaged! For this reason, I have not been posting lately. I've been busy picking out invitations and special ordering my wedding gown instead! Once the big mega decisions (such as venues) have been taken care of, I should have more time to write on my blog. :)buyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897578546708757264.post-55464457747117268172007-03-04T11:09:00.000-08:002007-03-04T13:23:40.377-08:00Just for Laughs--Crazy News StoriesAstrologer facing prosecution for predicting long life for a dead manhttp://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/articleshow/1718662.cmsThief steals over $5000 in chewing gumhttp://www.torontosun.com/News/TorontoAndGTA/2007/03/03/3690433-sun.htmlBoy offered $100 for his six-legged froghttp://www.stuff.co.nz/3980959a11.htmlbuyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897578546708757264.post-88638100495154100372007-03-03T23:57:00.000-08:002007-03-04T10:40:46.644-08:00Setting the Record StraightI intentionally have not posted my picture, weight, or measurements because my intentions were never (and still are not) to use this blog as a forum to give "air time" to every calorie-laden bit of food that I put into my mouth, to attract lust-filled admirers to ogle over my poundage, or to attract a sweet and lovable FA in search of a relationship. I appreciate the comments people have made buyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897578546708757264.post-14070151187566819002007-03-03T10:25:00.000-08:002007-03-03T11:09:48.597-08:00And the Moral of the Story Is....I admit to having read the occasional "Weight Gaining Story" floating around the internet, and 95% of the time, the experience is disappointing. Yeah, yeah I know that the authors' purpose in writing weight gaining stories is not to wow the world with their literary skills, but running a spell check sure would help. Despite the frequent disappointment, there are gems to be found in the midst buyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897578546708757264.post-10826887239142811272007-03-03T04:29:00.000-08:002007-03-03T23:42:07.858-08:00Skinny ModelsIn the links section, there is an article about the possibility of implementing a ban in New York on models who have a BMI of less than 18.5. I am not a fan of government regulations and control, and I don't believe this ban should be implemented to save the health of the models anymore than I believe that Doritos should be taxed at a higher rate than yogurt for the purpose of slimming down buyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897578546708757264.post-51872208387883023962007-02-27T11:35:00.000-08:002007-02-27T13:00:48.405-08:00Root of DesireCan you look back over your life and pinpoint the moment when you realized you ENJOYED being fat? I'm not sure that I can personally identify the moment I started enjoying it per se, but as I've reflected on my past, I can say with some certainty that I know when I started becoming obsessed with being fat.I was a fairly average-sized toddler/little kid, but by the time I was in first grade, I buyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5897578546708757264.post-13591914163874551662007-02-23T11:10:00.000-08:002007-03-03T10:18:45.016-08:00IntroductionI don't pretend to be a psychologist. I don't pretend to have a secret window that peers in on anyone else's life. I don't lump all fluffy items together and deem everything a marshmallow. All I can say is what I know, what I have lived, what I have experienced, what I have dreamed, what I have fantasized, and what I have desired:Fatness.Obesity.Corpulence.I'm fat, and I have been since buyukilzanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03353275502445660529noreply@blogger.com5